Yeah, so... it's been a while. I was actually thinking to myself earlier that I needed to do some writing. There's a lot of things on my mind that require expressing. It's been nearly three weeks since my last post and there's been a significant amount of change in my life. It appears that Hope and I have begun a budding relationship. It's exhilarating yet scary all at the same time. Even though I seem to be charming her and "winning points" in her heart, I'm very rusty at being in a relationship. I seem to making small, dumb guy mistakes. I guess it's expected, I am a guy. We had a serious heart to heart talk five days ago and it was something we both needed. Even though we seem to be cautious and methodical about everything, things seem to be developing so fast. From just friends, to "special friends", to seeing each other, to dating... It's just so, intense.
On top of all of that, I am a year older now. I turned 29 over a week ago and even though I don't feel older, it doesn't help that I am closer to 30... currently unmarried... still without children. Hopefully you can relate. Beyond that, I feel pretty content in life right now. I have some one that I care about that has the potential to lead into a rather fruitful future and I really don't have much complaints about anything else. There is something that is bothering me but it's something I have to endure without writing about it. Work seems to be getting to me lately, especially Monday nights which is my Friday before my "weekend". I seem to always get stuck working with this one guy who is completely useless. It drives me nuts and stresses me out because I have my set routine at work and he completely jacks it up. Sleep and Hope are the only things that keep me going. I intended to write more but I seem to be having writer's block. Tomorrow is another day I guess.
No comments:
Post a Comment